delivery bed = death bed

It was three weeks ago today when I laid on my hospital bed drugged up with a 3-day old empty stomach. I asked Jer, my mom and my mother-in-law,  "Am I on my delivery bed or my death bed?" In hindsight, it was both.

Delivery bed: Lucca Penelope, or "Pinny," was born that night.
Death bed: Death to self, my desires, hopes and dreams for my lil" family.